Do you ever feel like you have too much going on? (Rhetorical question - needs no response.)
I thought for sure that I would feel much more relaxed once school dismissed for the summer. WRONG! There never seems to be enough time in the day. My To Do list only seems to get longer and longer. The sad part is, it keeps getting longer because I keep thinking of things to add that I should have gotten done a long time ago.
It's almost like I'm overwhelmed by all that needs to be done. If you know me at all, then you know that I'm not one to ask for help. I don't really like to accept it, either. I have no idea why. Some people might say that I need to get over that. I think it's my independent personality. I haven't always been so independent, but I feel more pride in things when I do them myself. I realize that there is nothing wrong with asking for help.
This must be a confusing post. I just feel like venting, and this is as good a place as any. This is my blog, after all, and I can write about anything I want. Tim's not home right now, and both kids are sleeping. Despite all that needs to get done, I think I'm going to go sit and do nothing for awhile.
- becky
P.S. Beware if you offer to help. You might end up washing our diry underwear. I tend to keep the fun jobs for myself when I do accept help. haha
P.P.S. Please don't analyze me. I just felt like writing what's on my mind tonight. I don't expect, need, want, etc. any words of wisdom or advice.
P.P.P.S. Sorry if this post sounds rude or inconsiderate. I'm afraid I'm a bit of a crab tonight.
2 comments:
Hey..it's your blog and you have every right to feel anyway you want too! Enjoy your summer off with Isaiah and Mallory. Think about all the fun we're going to have getting Shelby and Holly together with them! I can't wait! Shelby was wanting to come up there this year.
I hear ya!
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